So Yesterday

UGH. Horrid. Well I did write down what had happened, but now that I am going back to publish this WEEKS later, I can't find said paper and don't remember anything worth a damn. XD

What I do remember is that I was throughly upset, I had messed up Calypso's training and felt as if whatever connection we had gained, I had just sacrificed. It was depressing, really. It was a Wednesday I believe, and I had been determined to do the very thing I thought I shouldn't have. I rushed her. I wanted her to tolerate everything immediately and to my absolute standard. Needless to say, I ended up not accomplishing anything. I had wanted her to be completely tolerant of the whip, so I walked her around it on the ground, whipped it back and forth on her back (which sent her flying each and every time and I couldn't figure out why she wasn't accepting it [dduurr]). So yeah, made an ass out of myself and I confused animal out of my horse. xD